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"If there's one thing that makes you sad,
there will be another thing that will make you happy. "

♥ Saturday, October 30, 2010

i just wanted to write

Well, school had started for 1 week.
Trying hard to get used to it &get my engines started.
But i cant even get myself to hold onto the pen &start writing.
Hahas, so much of me trying :/

Saw on facebook about the news that Pokemon writer - Takeshi Shudo passed away, aged 61.
It's really a great loss.
I really loved Pokemon very much, &catch the series now and then.
Just began catching their lastest version - Black &White series on PPTV.
It's the best cartoon i ever watched &will always be my favourite.
R.I.P sir.

This reminds me when i'm young.
When relationship is just a word to me.
I wish i never had to grow up &face all the reality of the world.
Seeing the process of my friends liking someone, gets into relationship, &getting hurt in the end makes me break my heart.
Maybe there's just some exceptions, but it's not sufficent to convince me to take the first step.
Probably that's the reason why i never had that courage to admit anything, to anyone, even myself.
If only we all can control our feelings, and able to put a pause or even a stop when we know we should halt before we get hurt.

Quotes from twitter which i think. How true ..
"It's so easy to make up your mind but the hardest thing is convincing your heart."
" I tried to stop loving you. I tried to move on. And i couldn't do it."
"With every thing you do, you make me believe that you like me and then that you don't."
"I hate it when you can't stop thinking about that one person. And deep down inside you know they probably haven't thought about you once."

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