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♥ Thursday, April 29, 2010

i just wanted to write

Hello people,

it's been quite long since i last posted.

So many things happened.

So many things to say.

So many things to post about.

So many homeworks to do.

So little time for computer. ):

Short summary of what happened,

attended alot of Scarfo gathering, dinner &the sentosa outing [which made me so chaotas].

poly life started, attended lectures &tutorial, pushing myself very hard to concentrate and study.

made friends with my fellow 1L05.

Went home by myself for the first time from TP on 23rd April. Second was 26th, &Third time was today, 29th.

I wish someone can accompany me on the journey home. at least i dont have to worry about missing the bus stop &have someone to talk to.

Attended the trial for Judo, wanted to join but kind of cant afford the fees &their gi.

So most probably going to give up, &join just TPSU; if i can get in.

My TP peeps saw me in specs for the first time today, cause i used up my daily contacts ytd.

Hence, went to make my monthly contacts today.

Suppose to do my tutorials now, but really wanted to post.

My optician checked my degrees for my eyes today, it didnt increase. Yay, &i guess that's because i haven been using the computer for such a long time, compared to last time during secondary school.

Carmen, this is my answer for you.

I miss my friends, i miss the times i go out with them, i miss the times i play audition with them, i miss the times we meet together for recess, i miss the times we gossiped together while waiting for ACE, i miss everything about them, i miss you girls super much.

So lets take a neoprint together, so i can put it in my wallet.

I reserved one slot for it in my wallet &also another for you all in my heart.

&thought about alot of things this few days,

decided to stop "eye-candying" anyone from now on, it really affects my mood &my level of concentration for my lessons.

Besides, i sucks at time management, can barely cope with lessons, homework &rest already.

Cant imagine what will happen if i get into a relationship.

So people, you can stop asking me who i "eye-candy" already ^^

I'm really trying very hard not to like anyone already.

God, please help me.

I think i've typed too much &im suppose to be doing my tutorial, cant help when i have so many things to say.

Sighs, that all for now.

Byes.

12:20 AM

♥ Monday, April 12, 2010

i just wanted to write

Hellos everyone!
CHINHUI IS BACK FROM TP FOC'10 CAMP! ~

these 3 days of my life are really unforgettable memories, i bet everytime i think of SCARFO, there will be a smile on my face .. ^^

Day 1 -
Started the day of with some registration at 12pm, get to know some people same group as me, the first two i know is Joanne &Daniel with the intro from the GLs, where Ivan was the first . Also was allocated into our empire and sub-empire, which are ..

EMPIRE: SCARFO
SUB-EMPIRE: SCARFON

yay, super happy now, i'm so in love with my fellow scarfo freshies and my GLs ;D

We played some ice-breaking game &i sucked at the cat and mouse game ;X
also GLs also taught us some cheers for scarfo &these cheers are like so different from the cheers from secondary orientation/camps.
Everyone's like asking people beside each other name &course, but normally will get confused and forget when asked alot alot people ;X
but i did make the effort to remember!

&&their camp food is the most delicious camp food i ever had, dont know is it too hungry that causes the mentality or it's really nice, but i ate more than what i ate in other camp! (:

At the end of the day, everyone was like rushing to bathe &there was only 8 cubicles for bathing and we can only use the 2 toilets near the sports hall, so meaning 16 for hundreds and hundreds of girls ?!!? Had a very long queue, probably queued for more than an hour to bathe, by the time it's already lights off when i finish bathing, around 12 or 1am :/

Day 2 -
The day started off at 7.30am but i actually woke up at around 5am cause woken up by all the early birds who went of bathing &stuff and keep opening and closing the doors.
Then we had a mass workout, followed by empire flag making then we all went running!
We had to go to different stations outside of TP, by RUNNING! Although they said FOC didnt chiong so much as FOW but i still felt very tired, cause it seems like i've ran more than 2.4km sia. Played alot games, it was fun (:
then we had go back to TP and we learnt the TP school song, TP hand sign song &last but not least .. the TP MASS DANCE!
It was super cool ! Liked it alot, fun &crazy dance, hahahas ^^
My first dance happen to be with my Scarfon GL, GuoXin ..
Dont know is it lucky or suai ..
He thought me the moves, unlike other's if they also dance with freshies will be like blur blur one.
But when it comes to the spinning part, he deliberately spin so hard and so many times and make me dizzy. EVIL, EVIL, EVIL!
But thanks alot to him for teaching me the mass dance (:

After that, we had to rehearse for the performance night, for the girls we had to learn 3 short dance, but i kind of will forget the moves here and there cause we have very short time to memorise the moves and the songs i never even hear before, ;X

The GLs really touched us with their speech &i felt their sincerity (:
If not for them, we wont have enjoyed it as much as we enjoyed.
They were always there to cheer for us, help us and teach us the things we dont know.

Day 3 -
Again i woke up considerably early, like at 5.50am, i had a better sleep compared to the first night, but it's still long to 7.30am which is our reporting time :/
We had to go around stations in TP and each and every station will make you totally wet from head to toe &inside to outside.
The first station was like inspired from L4D, the infected had to spread to the survivors.
During the second round, someone tap from behind me real hard making fall down, luckily i only had little cuts at right knee. But like 10 + people came up and as if im alright, they're like super worried. Is it because im too small sized, hence looking fragile? lols. IM NOT!
I'm super strong derhs, &I NEVER CRY!
hahahahahs!
to those who just know me, I CRY SUPER ALOT IN SCHOOL ONE ;X
but i changed already, i try my best not to cry for things &people that are not worth for my tears &to be brave (:

Then went running to other stations, all soaking wet. Second station was cute, we had to wash our hairs and use the bubbles to create some logo .. Hahas ..
After that, i can only recall every station has water bombs or pails that makes us wettttttttttt !
Okay, it was totally crazy but fun (:

then released the results, scarfo came out last, but it was expected.
BUT! quoting what the gls said, the important thing is that we have bonded together instead of just chiong chiong chiong and never cheer or truly chat with each other lurh.
I STILL LOVEEE SCARFOOOOOOOOO! ^^

After the whole camp ended, we had a pact of meeting outside the CPF building's Mac and have dinner together with the GL .. Took bus with chingyi &her friends to there.
8pm we were released, &we reached there at 8.30pm.
So, we waited, waited &waited ....
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It was like 10.30pm when they reached! Gosh, really thought they wont be coming and in the midst of waiting, alot people left cause it's kind of late already.
But when the GLs and FAs came, we're like super damn god crazily HIGHHHHHHH!
we love them damn load, okay .. (:
took alot photos, they bought dinner ..
But kind of dont feel like going home .. It was until around 1am plus, when 95% of the scarfo people went home already, then i took cab with my 3 other GLs, Sholleh, Jaz &Andrew, who also stayed around sengkang area! how cool, we live so near sia, ^^
Reached home at around 1.30am (:
Home sweet home!

i'll update again for my Scarfo dinner gathering on the 13th cause will be having Business school orientation tomorrmow! Need wake up early, will then update all together at one go, hopefully have the time (:

BYES!

p.s I LOVE SCARFO but i also love E2 as much &esp my dear twinkle star, hot summer, sexy boobs &Rapunzel ..
You all know who im referring to ^^v
BFF(:

2:48 PM

♥ Monday, April 05, 2010

i just wanted to write

here's one thing ..

1 day to my next outing, 2 days to PICC briefing, 3 days to TP FOC, 11 days to TP BSOC and 15 days to start of poly life,

meaning the ..

END OF MY HOLIDAYS ):

START OF MY DISASTER x.x

1:11 AM

♥ Sunday, April 04, 2010

i just wanted to write

Hmms, i should update somethings before i actually forget them (:

26th March; Friday ["How to train your dragon" movie outing ]
People involved -
Chinhui, Carmen, Daniel, Samuel, Wenxun

Meet in the morning, went to the cathay beside plaza sing to watch the movie.
Liked the movie alot, but only the leading dragon was cute, others .. no comment ;D
Cant really remember what we did on that day,
what i recalled was slacking &shopping ..
Oh, and Lunch at Long John and all 5 of us ordered the same combo &drink.
How cool.
Hmm, i've been eating too much long john recently, kind of sick of it. ;X
That's it.

27th March; Saturday [ Monthly Gathering at PHSS ]

Went to PHSS to attend the monthly gathering.
They had a new "room" which have basketball machine, Pool table, Wii and Air hockey table.
Played Air Hockey with my clique and mengkiat until crazy.
[ The next few days all our arms and back are aching seriously x.x ]
Left at 12pm, went to swensens to eat some ice creams and decided to go to orchard to slack while gwen joined her other friends.
Walked alot, shopped alot (but didnt buy much).
Settled down by sitting on the stairs outside the Burberry shop, back facing Emma Watsons's poster.
I have to admit, she's pretty, so pretty in such a way that girls will also admire. ;D
but i still think the way yl like her is abit weird. ;X
Carmen's parent gave us treat for dinner, eating at some tze char stall as advance celebration for carmen (:
Ricky &Zongwei joined us in the middle of the meal, cause they were late.
It was nice, but the crab was the problem ._.

After that, home sweet home.

Thankyou loads to Carmen's parents for the treat (:

28th March; Sunday [ Carmen's Birthday - Dinner at Sakura ]

Went to Sakura at Downtown with Carmen, Joyce, Yeungling & Gwen.
Had their buffet as our dinner and as celebration for Carmen's birthday.
Liked their desserts but didnt enjoyed their raw foods.
I still prefer cooked, ;D
&i hate Sashimi, though many loved it.
Started eating from 6 to 9pm.
Okay it was kind of long but we had to do that to make it worth the price. ;D
And, quite a dozen of photos again.

Nothing much,
one thing, last but not least.

CARMEN, I LOVE YOU.
as friend, in case some might think wrong.

31st March; Wednesday [ Trip back to PHSS for O's cert ]

Meet up with daniel etc. at compass point to go back to PHSS to take our O Level cert!
Abit bored but hyper to see the testimonial and the yearbook.
Miss times with the E2 s .
Hope my future coursemates are as wonderful as them, and not bookworms.

Went to compass and we stood down there for quite sometime before we actually decide where to go.
Places is always the question.
Decided to go and find Daniel, Samuel, Wenxun and Wenjun where they are at Pasir Ris Park.
Went here and there, thinking of what to do.
But still went back to the park and it started raining. =.=
Settled down under a shelter, &started playing murderer.
Then Truth or Dare was the climax.
hahas, but all chose truth. Although i did tio for few times but they could squeeze anything from me from that chance. xD xD
After the rain became smaller, went to the food court and had our dinner.
Then, took bus and went home.

Coming to think of , the whole of next week im occupied except for sunday!
I going for the TP Freshman Orientation Camp (Residental) from 8th to 10th.
I wish i can get to know great friends, ;D
It might feel scary to not have someone you know standing beside you, but it's a great opportunity to introduce yourself into a whole new world.

Just now, went and hopped around friend's blogs. Came across some friend's blog which i didnt knew they had one.
It came knocking to me that friends are actually catagorised into 4 types.
Friends For Life.
Friends For Time Being
Friends On Sight.
Friends For Day.

Friends for life, as it is called, stay with you forever.
They are the ones that know you deep and understands you well.
I dont know how many i have because the only evidence to it is time, as time passes, FFL are obvious and FFL and friends for time being are just marginal difference.

Friends for Time Being, meaning you hand around with them frequently or daily and might be known as your bestie. But how long can it last? that's the difference with FFL.
You can only differentiate after you graduate and/or have not seen each other for a long time.
If you all start distancing after graduating 3 months, 6 months, 1 year or 3 years and start not going out, not contacting, that's friends for time being - the time when you're in school or when you see each other frequently.

Friends on Sight, meaning friends whom you chat with or play around with only when you see them, dont normally contact each other or go out together. Or which you only say "Hi" and "bye" upon seeing and nothing else. That applies to most classmates, schoolmates and friend's friends. It is weird that you can click well when you see them but feels weird to contact them or talk to them on msn, sms, facebook and stuffs as such.
Normally after that, they vanish as soon as you stop seeing them.
You also vanish in their lives, fyi.

Friends for day, that's the worst type. Meaning you might have talked to them alot for a day, but after that when you try talking to them or contacting them, it seems you're total stranger to them. And it actually shouldn't be categorized under friends.

Problem is, i actually have more friends in the 2nd and 3rd category.
that might just explain why i'm actually able to totally forsake audition as friends from virtual world are in the 3rd/4th category.
I dont want more of that.
I think, my life is in a total mess.
God, bless me.

11:34 PM