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"If there's one thing that makes you sad,
there will be another thing that will make you happy. "

♥ Friday, January 19, 2007

i just wanted to write

<33 19th Jan o7
Todae.. the 1st thing that makes me unhappy is those horrible terrible group of boys..they are elson, kian bin, hong kai and donald go disturb me, cm, hm and jo chair during music lesson.. in a way that they kick our chairs, intend to pull our chairs but i pull the chair back immediately.. They so 'bo liao' lor.. nth beta to do.. Rarr!!~

During my Library duty.. our teacher in-charge go and interview us about library as she wan to improve on it.. then its time to do our duty.. as there are many new book that the school bought, we have to shelf but before that we have to seperate them into catagories lyk A, B,C....Z de catagory.. Me and joey did 3/4 of the books...Joey was bored so me accompany her to use da computer.. then 1 of the idiot sec 3 de librarian , she go and complain to the teacher say we slack lor!! #$%^ de lor!! Then after that she also got slack lor.. she jus sit at the table and take the books from the cart and give to the other librarians lor. as if she didnt slack lyk tat.. Me and jo decided to change our duty to Thursday, back to join hui ting and celeste!!! Then we wont have to face them anymore.. FED UP.. Jus onli 2 hours already so angry dunno how i can tolerate them anymore!!

P.S. Haish, frens recently me abit mood swings as im quite angry wib some of the things so im abit more ....? wadeva i also dunno.. so, anyway sorry.. ^^

11:32 PM

♥ Sunday, January 14, 2007

i just wanted to write

<33 13th Jan o7
In morning i hab to wake up early for the CCA Fiasta of library.. I was among the 1st few to reach there then soon huiting, celeste, melody and our Chairman and Vice-Chairman also reached.. Im the 1st batch for the CCA fiasta.. But i had to stay for OT as in the 2nd batch have lesser ppl but alot parents were there to look around at the library so we this 1st batch have to do wad the 2nd batch have to do.. Abit embaress when have to say 'welcome to the library' when the parents come and give them the flyers that we have printed.. But that was nth, it was really embaress when you have to stand on stage and hold the banner infront of all the sec 1s and their parents..So awkard..LoLx.. But i also watch the " Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" and " Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire" in the library.. It was so interesting.. Soon, it was end of the CCA Fiasta..But More Activities for me..

When i reach home, its was already 12.30pm.. i have to rush to change my uniform to my home clothes as i have to meet hm, jo and cm to cp and have our lunch in Macdonalds..I 'chong' to Cp there and i managed to get there in time.. I met jo 1st and later then we saw hm and cm..We went to Time Zone ( at 3rd Floor de) to play the Dance Dance Revolution and took neoprints.. It was quite a fun when we are taking the np as Xian Wen took a place in our neoprints.. So funny..LoLx.. But later we cut the neoprints we divided and spilt them.. I GOT 3 SAME NEOPRINTS and onli 1 different de.. While the 3 of them got ALL DIFFERENT de neoprints.. I got quite upset and hm took the np i wanted; which i decorated de.. I cried but i didnt let them noe.. At home i cry like siao lor.. Sobbing, coz my eyes 肿肿的... wahh. become single eyelid girl..!!~
But Todae14th Jan beta liaox..

4:28 PM

♥ Monday, January 08, 2007

i just wanted to write

<33 o8th Jan o7
Todae i quite happy coz everything gone smoothly todae.. But jus got a small lecture from Mrs Singh because no1 wanted to volunteer to be the Geo Rap.. haish, then the Time Table also changed.. So ma fan.. ZzZ..so sianz lorr.. I already printed out then hab to change cant possibly call me to print again jus because of few cahnges.. So i used correction tape and liquid it off and write with pencil.. So ugly.. eeks

<33 o9th Jan o7
Todae we had a science project which i was sotong enough to always thought that its math..ZzZ.. Me, Hm, Jo and Cm stayed bac except for Geraldine, Xian Wen and Yeung Ling to do that project cause 4 of us hope that we can finish it asap so no nid to rush at the last min.. after finishing partialy of the work we left the sku.. Cm decided to go home while we 3 wanted to go to mac to have a bite.. When we was taking LRT.. We met some1 whom the whole class has been irritated by him; thinks highly of himself as if he is veri popular and 1 whom i hate most.. easy to guess bahs (f0r my sec frens).. His water bottle is so girly lo and he always thought that other boys like him but actually they are making use of him and making fun of him but he still dont wan to admit.. nvm..Heck care..LoL we laughed at him loudly but we didnt use his name we jus used 'He'.. So funny.. when it was about 4.30.. We 3 bought 3 Lollipops at mini toon.. Mine is Strawberry Flavour, Hm is Lemon Flavour and Jo is Coca Cola Flavour.. We even took a piic of the 3 lollipops as the colour was so nice and looks transparent.. =D At last, we decided to go home.. Me and Hm took the same LRT.. when my stop reach.. As i went down the stair case we keep waving again and again.. So funny other strangers lyk giving us a stare; seems telling us we both are siao..?! (if they DARE to..XD)

wad a happy dae.. HeeHeeS.. =D

7:00 PM

♥ Wednesday, January 03, 2007

i just wanted to write

Todae i brought a heart of excitment to school as i was awaiting for my frens reaction about my change.. Although there is not much suprise towards their reaction but i am happy cause at least it is not not nice..

But one of my best friend had given me a cold shoulder towards everything.. Like didnt wan to say hello to me, talk to me even land an eye on me..I was quite sad when i had a feeling that she didnt wan to be my fren.. Although she might think that i onli go out with my Pri fren but not with sec, but is because i hardly organise and she didnt invite me.. So i wont be so BHB to ask "can i go a not"? when she dont wan to invite me..

Its may seems there is some misunderstanding about going out with my fren, but i simply cant accept that jus because of that reason she totally ignored me when i try to say "Hi!" to her.. Any1 of you tasted that feeling?? Its so horrible.. I may have more things that led her to misunderstand me but not to totally dont talk to me because i didnt go out with her..
Maybe because im sensitive towards frenship coz when pri 3 or 4 i was hurt by my fren when she say she didnt wan to fren me.. I treated her as my best fren.. Im afraid of being " not friend-ed" by someone who i treated her as best fren..
Now sec 2, i dont wan similar things to happen again in pri sku.. I can cry for 3 days 3 night if she say she dont wan to fren me ( coz im emotional).. I tried to patch up our frenship she showed no concern to me, like im invisible to her.. She rather talk to another fren of hers also mine.. they were lauging and chatting happily away..
I HATE BEING TREATED INVISIBLE!!!

You could have at least say the reasons to me personally, all my friends noe that im person who talks reasons..Can we just patch up?? My fren.. I wan the type of frenship we had in last year.. Its great you noe? I just begin to try to place you in my top of my heart but..Haish..Im totally speechless when i faced you and you simply treat me as invisible..

You should noe who im reffering to if you read this blog or ppl who noe who im reffering to pls tell her coz i dont think she read my blog anymore.. I Just Wan To Patch Up With You And Have The FriendShip We Had Last Year!!

**If you are willing to patch up with me, msn me.. I sincerly wan to patch up..

4:31 PM