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there will be another thing that will make you happy. "

♥ Thursday, April 30, 2009

i just wanted to write

Took a quiz in Facebook and above is the result.
Most of it are true. ;X
; friends who knows me well knows which are the ones im talking about, hahs.

4:40 PM

♥ Wednesday, April 29, 2009

i just wanted to write

Hello.
Today was the 1st day of our Mid Year Exam, yesterday i've studied damn hard for my geography as this time i dont want scrape through again, anymore. After the exam, i was kind of confident for my natural veg, cause i generally know what to write but GOF is a gone case, whole question is gone for "good". Did not expected the last two questions to come out, cus Mrs Ali never really taught us about that section of the chapter. & it came out!!
Die already, didnt look at that section at all!! Not even once! I totally had no idea about what to write. T.T but nehmind, alot ppl who do GOF also dunno how to do. Hah! Everyone die together. ;X but i still hope the craps i wrote can get me 1 mark or so. ._.

Had a nice nap just now, after i reached home. Dont need to study so hard today cause tomorrow is Chinese P1 & P2. ;DD the only day that i dont need to study as hard.
But more and more exams are coming, after MYE, theres more common & class tests, then Prelim, then the most scary one - 'O' Levels! Rawr!! When i think about this, im so freak out.
Haish,
there's still a long long way to go.

Everyone! Jiayous for your MYE !

countdown - 15 more days to 14th April; the end of MYE!

6:49 PM

♥ Thursday, April 23, 2009

i just wanted to write

Lalas.
Today in school, played a game with Carmen, Joyce and YeungLing. I give them 2 choices, and they are supposed to guess which one i chosed.
Example;
Q: 1 or 2
I chose 2.

Q: door or window
I chose window.

all these are choosen upon no logic, just which one i preferred and they pratically spot right on what i like most of the time. Almost sprained my ankle while crossing the road today ;X its was really pain alright. Okay! i will be careful next time. >.<
These 3 friends of mine really do know me inside out, especially carmen knows what im thinking, and Joyce knows my mood, reactions, and etc. Hahas, lalas ! Never had a friend that knows me so much, throughly. Uh-oh, next time if got any secret cant hide from them liaos. hahs! ;D

Sighs,
this few days we got back our test papers.
Sometimes, i really hate this period of time, not only i will be sad if i didnt score well but also the pressure i have to face. Its really tiring when you are being labelled as a "pro" in some of the subjects when you "do well" and somehow you are NOT SUPPOSE to do "not well" in it. Its is like double pressure lurh. What if i didnt do well this time, its somehow become even more embarrassing than the norm.
I dont want to be compared to others, its very scary. Especially so many people out there is going to overtake my score by 1 mark or less. And few days ago, someone also said "You so pro in chinese, you go ... lah!" . Which made me feel so uncomfortable.
& now my classmates keep call me some nicknames, which are suppose to be positive ones but it makes me feel that i dont deserve them. You see, Once i dont do well, the nicknames will become a burden.
I feel so down. Especially, today when i got back the chinese paper, which i know i will not do up to my standard. Cause when i was doing the paper, i somehow had alot of questions that im unsure of which in the past i would usually be confident in.
and the paper one, i was like didnt revised a thing for it cause of the IFD have worn me out. I even wrote wrong for the format. x.x
So my score sucked in the 1st paper, then one of my classmate who thought she have done quite well, went around asking people for their score and of course, mine too. I didnt want to tell her.
I dont really like to compare with people who "wants to win me" & she practically wants to be the top in every subjects, and went around asking for other people's score if she, herself scores well.
This is really not my standard, im not surprised if anyone surpassed me as i've fallen into the "trap" in paper one, and i've so many question idk how to do in paper two. Sighs.

Well, whatever, My mood isnt that good this few days. Sighs.

6:55 PM

♥ Tuesday, April 21, 2009

i just wanted to write

Hellos.
quite long nvr post le, and never use com. There has been somethings that i wanted to post about but just simply to tired and lazy to on the computer and post. But finally get myself moving and here to post.

15th April; International Friendship Day (IFD)
We had our presentation for the country we are assigned - LAOS! Okay, i was kind of worried, scared, tensed up and stress when i had to explain the history to my juniors and me myself find history boring, how am i suppose to make them feel interesting? ;X and i still have to present to 3 teachers - Mr Lim, Mr Beng and Ms Nalini. Which Mr Lim and Ms Nalini were SS teachers and i feel to stressed. Totally freaked out. But then Ms Krishnan said the other groups have done well . ><

17th April; IFD Soccer & Captain's Ball (Inter-class) League
Our school held the Soccer and captain's ball league to comemorate the International Friendship day. Our class have put in alot of efforts for this whole "thing" and if you wan to know more, can go to Sixian's blog. She have whole lots of details about that day. I just want to thank everyone of 4E2'o9 that has put in alot of effort, energy and time for 4E2, esp. the class committee. ;DD
Also..
CONGRATULATE 4E2'O9 FOR ACHIEVING 2ND IN BOTH SOCCER & CAPTAIN'S BALL LEAGUE.
I LOVE 4E2'o9; and our class spirit. Cause our class is like cheering damn loud for our class and i really did cheer my lungs out for them ^^ 4E2'o9 ROCKS! ;DD

19th April; movie & outing.
Went out with Carmen, Joyce, Jt and Ck & jack and his friend. It wasnt a good experience; again.
We went to watch "Knowing" . I was angry when we were in mac, and Joyce sensed that i was angry, immediately treated me strawberry ice-cream sundae, hoping that will appease me. Cause she promised me she will treat me ice-cream if i get angry on that day, which i did. =.=
all that two @#%^&* guys fault lah! At there kpkb, i dont wan say le lah, ltr make me even angrier. but after the movie, we went seperate ways with that two guys, which im so happy to do so. They also give us attitude lor, which i return my ATTITUDE to them. They made all of us unhappy. D:
"Knowing" is a good movie, most of the parts were exciting and some was like watching a horror movie, except that the ending is too christain; i have to say. After that, that two couple still torture me, joyce and ck, until 9 pm liao, still dont wan go home. Then my dad came and drove carmen, joyce home and then headed back home. By then, when i reach home already 10.30pm plus le. =.=
I know i have attitude problem, and thats for of course, no one is perfect, neither am i. So my problem is my attitude, if you cant accept it, then please scram and dont ever appear in my life again, i give a damn about what you think. So what if im not tall, cannot arh? are you trying to make some personal attack or insult. fck off lah, you are the worse i've ever seen.

21st April; school
Today early morning it rained. During PE lesson, we had our 3 out of 5 stations - standing broad jump, sit & reach and sit up. I've done 30 for my sit up, i think 34cm for my sit & reach, but FAILED my standing broad jump (which is AGAIN). Sighs. but good thing is i finally passed my chemistry, which now is combined science already. hahs. Today smsed in class, yongjing and kianbin almost saw who i msg and wanted to snatch my phone to see, but luckily they failed to do so. hah! okay, actually i smsed two ppl lah. Both replied my first message with a "why" which i thought they are totally not creative. ;X one replied me promptly &encouragingly. two replied me scarcastically which i feel so ... . Forget it, both of us are not in good mood either. RAWR!

Mid Year Exams coming le, trying to study but cant bring myself to do so. ;X
lala, must jiayous le! hao bah! i shall stop here.

Byebye.

picture credited to Sixian; taken from her blog.

I Love 4E2'o9 .
* didnt have other pictures of our class on that day cus i dont have facebook where they uploaded the pictures in, so sixian! can upload in friendster? ;D

7:36 PM

♥ Tuesday, April 14, 2009

i just wanted to write

Sighs.
Today im so worn out and irritated by a few people.
Today most of the girls in our class had 2.4km, including me of course. I was really struggling while running and finally managed to pass. Although this time the timing was worse that the trial run's timing. & had English class test and i can say that i flunk-ed it. Confirm fail de, didnt manage to write finish. T.T

Sighs, then had to do the class decoration for tomorrow's International Friendship Day. Our class is doing the Laos. They so cool lah, pasted the glass paper on to the window panes and turn it into the Laos's flag. Even Miss Loh said to was Cool!! ;DD

He again, disiao-ed me, which i was really irritated and got angry &shouted @#$%^&*! at him o.O
Already so tired after the 2.4 run and i was like splitting headache and he still ... @#$%^&* Argh! i really hated him. Everytime like that de. From sec 1 until now non-stop. Still as childish as ever. I initially thought that he became mature liao, in the end, i was proven wrong.
I HATE YOU LAH! can you grow up &stop being childish ?! or did you even grow up? Stop doing such stupid things can anot?! Get a life lah!

Then went i took LRT back home, after joyce and huimin they all got off, Eliot and his friend came in . Then we "hello" each other then we started suan-ing each other. It was really kind of funny and i heard the aunty beside was laughing. LOL. Okay, at least that cheered me up.

Really getting a headache now. Damn, how i wish someone can pei me chat and let me vent my anger and pour my woes.. D: RAWR!

Okay, i run le, byebye.

3:58 PM

♥ Thursday, April 09, 2009

i just wanted to write

Hellos!
So long never post le hahs.
This fews days quite alot stuff happened.
One,
My sister came back from China, bringing me back my gifts! ;DD
THANK YOU CHIN XUAN JIEJIE !! ;D
Two,
I've attended my school's 4th speech day & receive an award
( Top in Chinese)
Three, last but not least -
I changed my handphone to W595 PINK & signed the unlimited sms student plan!
Yipeeee ~ I have been wishing and waiting for this for a long long time and its finally realised!
So happy! anw, so i've changed my phone number. I sent a mass message to my contacts, those who have not received so please tell me through my tagboard or msn and i shall give you my number then. ;DD

Saturday i'll be having my Combined Humanities Mock Exam, both SS and geog. Omg, im like so pressurised. Quite alot of things needed to remember but my friends are like so relaxed, making me feel like being relax too. This week and next week i also had alot test too! English, Chinese, Amath, Emath, Chemistry, Physics, SS and Geog.. Hmm.. ?!?! Im having all my test this 2 weeks?! No wonder im so stressed. I will be even stress when 'O' levels approaches. ;X

Below are the pictures of what i've said above. ;DD

My new handphone model : W595 PINK!

My plaque . ;DD Top in Chinese .

The panda bear bear my jiejie gave me!
IT'S THE CUTEST BEARBEAR I'VE EVER RECEIVED! ;D

A couple keychain my jiejie gave me. Hahs! So cute right?

11:12 PM

♥ Thursday, April 02, 2009

i just wanted to write

Hello!
I shall make this a picture post ;D

Carmen & Chinhui.
I LOVEEEE YOU! ;D

ME!

& JOYCE!

We cam-whored while everyone there pangseh-ed the two of us. =.=

&anw, i love the recess on 1st April. ;D

thats all, byebye ;D

7:28 PM