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"If there's one thing that makes you sad,
there will be another thing that will make you happy. "

♥ Sunday, July 25, 2010

i just wanted to write

CHINHUI is back from TPSU Sub-Comm Training Camp!
which is 23rd -24th July 2010!

hahahs!
it was funnnnn!~

♥ Woolo!
Woolulululululululululululu! :D

11:18 PM

♥ Thursday, July 15, 2010

i just wanted to write

aww, my poly life now is super hectic ..
will be super super super super duper busy until 2nd august cause got 5 projects need to do! D:
just completed my case summary yesterday night and went to sleep at 4am .. Had to wake up at 9am! T.T
kind of having headache now, :/
will be having SCTC next week in between all the dateline of my projects!
But im still kind of excited about it! hehs.
Hopfully i will have the time to complete my projects ..

Now at bizpark with Ra and Rachel while waiting for our lesson! (: (:

CHIN HUIIII ISSSS AWESOOMEEEEEEEE :^)

this is kind of random, but Ra typed it while i was blogging while they are eating!
LOL! hahas, i know im awesome! thanks, Ra! ^^
you're awesome too! (:
&so is Rachel!
having a great time with them :3

p.s. the fork made of wood sucked . Wooden fork made in the size of a particle - totally useless. Thats why rachie &ra are using chopsticks! LOL!

FRIENDS ARE AWESOME! (: (: (:
♥ ya!

12:18 PM

♥ Friday, July 09, 2010

i just wanted to write

Sometimes,
i really wish i wasn't born to this world.

Then, i wouldn't have to endure all the challenges &troubles im facing right now.
No matter is it studies, kinship, friendship or relationship, i dont want to face all of them if i had a choice.

i hate the stress for studies,
i hate the souring relationship with people around me,
i hate the false hope i gave to myself,
i hate the disappointment i get,
i hate the feeling,

it was a mistake in the first place anyway.
FML.

12:34 AM

♥ Tuesday, July 06, 2010

i just wanted to write

Poly life had started quite sometime already, soon it will be 4 months ..
The pace of poly life is kind of fast for me, mid sem test was like just after 1 month plus after school started.
In secondary school, we have like 5 months before our mid year exam ..
Before that, we will all slack and play! hahahahah ;D
I really miss those time.
I felt that i've changed when i came into poly, not sure how though.
I'm now much more responsible about my work &more attentive during lessons.
&soon becoming the unwritten &assumed leader in group projects, unknowingly.

I looked at the photos in my handphone that i took with my friends through these years.
I smiled while looking at them, memories came flooding into my mind.
We're like super cute then. All the faces we made into the camera, the things we did together and the topics that we gossip together.
Now, whenever i go to the places we've been together, it cant help reminding me of the people and the things we did together.
I miss them &i love them, i really do.
Memories is such a wonderful thing, provided they are happy memories.

Now, slowly getting to know my poly friends better and closer to them ..
Felt that the wall between us is gradually disappearing.
I can feel their sincere heart for the friendship, &i like that feeling.
hahahas, one thing that is, my friends kept say im "Don't Get Lost" or "Sure Get Lost"!
Lols, as if i keep lose my way like that.
Then if we happened to be in a crowd they will always tell me " bu yao bu jian!" to me!
I was like, Lol?
Hahahas, mayb it's just a joke, but i prefer to decipher it as they care about me.
Many of my friends really made me felt taken care of, hence im being so dependent on my friends.
which might not be such a good thing.
Well, friends will come and go as environment changes and things happens.

&to give people some advice and confidence ..
this is something i tell myself always ..

"You are what you believe, not what other people think you are."
- Chinhui said it! (:

I shall learn to be independent until i found someone that i can depend on, always (:

11:42 PM

♥ Saturday, July 03, 2010

i just wanted to write

hmms, its been sometime since i last updated! ;D
so i shall update a little ..

28th July; Monday
Went to the TPSU Sub-com briefing together with Canice &Royston etc. at 6.30pm..
There were super alot people, it was hot &stuffy.
They said about some crappy stuffs like what are we suppose to do and what we cannot do.
&there was a very very long speech made by some random person that almost put all of us into lala land! hahahas ..
Canice went home with her classmates first..
After that, met Andrew and Eelynn, who was Andrew's classmate, after the whole briefing ..
4 of us stoned at mushroom there while i was fretting over what should i eat for my dinner at around 8pm plus while Eelynn was waiting for her friend.
After that decided to go to TM to eat Long John Silver, quite long since i last ate it!
hahahas.
Then, Eelynn went to find her friends and Royston had to go home to study O:
Went to TM to to have my dinner and Andrew's early supper,
despite he already eaten his dinner, he still pei me eat my dinner and had his supper.
Lols, super weird stomach of his to be able to contain so many food! hahahahs.
But, still THANKYOU to him .. Otherwise i have to eat my dinner solo.
Then we bused home (:

29th June; Tuesday
Went to TPSU AGM ! together with Royston, Elgin and Elgin's classmate !
It was kind of boring actually, having to listen to all those boring stuffs :X
went there only for seal points! hahahahaha! shh! :X
it was suppose to end at 9pm but ended at 8pm! ;D
slacked during the refreshments, Andrew &Eelynn joined us, there was a super long queue, hence lazy to queue!
But nice Eelynn helped me and Royston got some foood! (:
Met with my other gls too like YokeTing, Kahyuen ;D
Miss them alot lurh! (: (:
then around 9pm, we all went like seperate ways where all went home seperately.
It was kind of late &dark, didnt dare/wanted to go home alone.
Hence daddy came to fetch me! ;D
heehees.

1st July; thursday
had a CSA excel test, scored 13/15.
Didnt how to apply the IF function to one to the values D:
but that's alright, i shall chiong for other components!
fyi, i got back another 2 midsem results, both were great! :3
&cam-whored abit with my friends - Pei Shan &Ra! Rachel didnt want to take photos .. hahahs ..
Lastly,
Happy Birthday to Ke Jun!
5th time wishing him, hahahahas! (:

2nd July; friday
went early to school today to study for my LSM test.
But it turned out quite manageable, hope able to score well (:
then after school, slacked with Pei Shan, Ra &Rachel in school.
Around 5pm, Ra &Rachel went home while i pei Shan to wait for her boyf and the rain was super heavy, didnt felt like going home ..
Went to the library to do some work &then around 6pm she accompanied me to the bus stop &i bused home while to find her boyf.
While i was waiting for my 2nd bus, it tooked super super long for it to come!
I waited for like 30minutes plus where 30 + buses came and went!
wait until i pekcek!
lols, when i got home it was like going 7.30 already &my dinner was cold.
I hate buses, especially having to take it alone ):

Recently,
i have two friends who were suppose to alight after me if were to go home together, are now both shifting house to places where they will alight before me!
Both shifting in around mid-july! D: D: D:
super super sad, cause next time i will be the last to alight &/or no one will accompany me home already ):
i wish they didnt have to shift, especially we dont get to see each other often now ..
Sighs ..

&& I WANT TO CYCLE, WATCH MOVIE, PLAY POOL &SLEEP!
but other than the last one, idk when will i have to time to do the rest and who will pei me do the rest ):
i think im gaining weight already, ate super alot sugar these few days! >.<
hence, i need to exercise! &i find that cycling is the best way for me! :3

Movie, i want watch Despicable Me, Twilight - Eclipse!
I've been wanting to watch alot of movie, but always didnt have the time &missed it ):
wonder will i have the time to do that!

Play pool, so long since i last played. Missed the times when i get to play with my primary &secondary friends. It was fun. &they taught me alot too ;D
i miss everything.

even it's just a 10 second conversation, it made my day .

12:19 AM