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♥ Sunday, May 23, 2010

i just wanted to write

So long since i last updated o.O
Stupid poly life lurh, make me so busy &tired ..
Everyday still need chiong tutorial &projects .. x.x

Anyways, went out with my dear Carmen, Joyce, Yeungling &Gwen on 15th May 2010!
Hahas, i super miss them de! ❤
Meet Carmen, Joyce &Yeungling at compass, had lunch at Long John Silver &went to Pasir Ris park to cycle!
I finally can cycle single bike by myself le! At least much more stable than before? but i think still far from being able to cycle like the night cycling .. too tough for me, i'll still have to double bike ..
After that, we went to orchard cineleisure, met up with Gwen .. Wanted to watch movie, but time slots wasnt suitable, so we went for our dinner &took neoprints! ;DD
Took alot photos on that day!
Uploaded them on facebook, hahahs ..

Also, Joyce came to TP to find me on friday cause she didnt have school on that day &since i end school early, we went to RP to find carmen. Met her &her classmates, had a great time slacking &cam-whoring with her web cam .. hahas, im sure i will do that even more after i gotten my own laptop /:

Friends are loved! (:

Mid Semester test is coming up, 31st May to 4th June .
My break is from 5th June to 20th June.
Kind of stressed now, it's just 1 week away and i yet to do anything regarding to revision x.x
So distracted by so many things, people, msn, facebook, itouch &myself.
I have to stop thinking about them, before it's too hard for me to let go.
Saw some comments on facebook, make me think of my primary school friends, esp Rebecca Boey ..
She's one of the few that still cares for me as much as before.
I miss her alot, really.

There's more scarfo outing coming up, i feel like going but .. I'm afraid of being pangseh ..
The people im close with might not go, or they have friends that they're even closer to ..
Hate the feeling of being alone, & i dont like to go up to people im not close to cause that makes me looks so extra and out of place .
but i still feel like going ..
One thing for sure, i cant go for the glam outing, cause it's too near to mid sem test already.
If only you will take that initiative, cause im sick of taking it .
&i hate the feeling of being ignored, thanks for giving me so much of it ._.

"I could have become a bad girl long time ago, if i wanted to, but that's not what i want to be .."
my current facebook status, thanks to "winter" for making me realise that.
but,
i'm still wondering if i've walked out the shadow of "winter", i hope i've walked out .

End.

5:17 PM

♥ Monday, May 10, 2010

i just wanted to write

hahahas, finally had a good chat with my cutest besties on msn &on facebook (:
picture screenshot off my status "ANTI-SOCIAL is my new hobby" comment.

Super love the people Carmen mentioned in her comment, which is the picture above.

Babes,
although i dont have much time, but i will always try to squeeze some out for you all.
although i might not sms/chat to you all now as often as in the past, but we will always be besties last time, now and till forever comes.
although i might not be able to meet up with you all often, but i'm missing you all every single second.
although i might not be able to be by your side always, bear in mind

CHINHUI
LOVES YOU. ❤❤❤

11:31 PM

♥ Sunday, May 09, 2010

i just wanted to write

hmms, coming to an end of the week 3 of my poly life ..
Things are getting more difficult, more work to do ..
Gosh, i miss the times in secondary school where teachers come in and we just have to stone there ..
People still in secondary school, you guys should love your table .. I miss mine now ):

Temasek Polytechnic celebrated it's 20th anniversary, and held the CCN (Care Campus Network) day on friday, 7th May.. Actually it was the 2nd time i attended CCN day though this is my year 1 ..
I attended the CCN day when i was probably sec 3 with Joyce? I think there's Carmen too ..
Cant remember already ..
Attended for 1 lecture at 11am cause didnt want to go for make-up lessons during saturday ..
Guess what, whole lecture hall there's less than 50 students where we have total of 6 class each containing at least 20 students .. Super alot people pon sia =.=
the was technical problems with the lights &air-con ..
When the technician came, they only solved the light problem ._.
the lecturer knew that situation well and ended the lecture in like around 30 mins plus ..

Then we went to set off to set up our booth .. We sold Milo Dinosaur, Honeydew Snowshake, Mango Snowshake and Bandung Snowshake at $1.50 ..
I was kind of the cashier and assistant where i have to help to take out cups, covers, straws, milo packets, put ice etc etc.
Didnt expect myself to be so useful ;D
I went off to shop around at around 3pm, i helped out damn long already so i deserve a good break ..
We managed to sell all our drinks,
CHEERS 1L05! ;DD
and we closed our stall at 4pm ..

After that, went around and stoned somewhere while decided should i go home or stay for the Jam &Hop ..
Saw laisi, then Saad and then finally Jaz ..
In the end, decided to go find Andrew &Sholleh .. &then more GLs and Freshies came .. Mostly, or all are from FOW .. I'm so anti-social from my FOC .. Lols,
Chatted, Played, Slacked, Cam-whored with them .. They're really nice people, lucky to meet them lurh (:

Then went for Jam &Hop at 8pm when it starts at 7pm .. They say like that more VIP =.=
They were super high, but didnt know why i just cant get myself to be high .
I realised that the more high other people are, the more depressed i get. This happened during one of the Kbox session, when my friends were super high, and i actually cried at one corner, of course didnt let them know .. I know, weird me ..
Now i tend to walk the last one when in group, idk why is it so but i just felt like doing so ..
There more signs showing that i'm becoming more anti-social ..
Cant control, but let it be i guess ..
After that, reached home at 12.30am ..
So sorry to pangseh my secondary school friends, cause i didnt know things will end early then i expected ..

Have been rotting at home for saturday &sunday .. My sist friends came over to our house to do project at 10am .. I woke up at 9.30 to maintain my image .. Lols ;X
Slacked, watched tv & i actually cam-whored when i was suppose to do my tutorial .. But luckily wed then need to hand in .. I took probably more than 200 photos? Cause i kept take &delete, take &delete .. There was once where i review &there's 110 photos of myself ;X
Now left with 90 photos .. Gosh, i cannot let people see my handphone's album sia ..
So im putting my lanyard on .. (:

I'm losing myself soon, find myself changing alot since poly started ..
What happened? Idk myself too .. Probably couldnt adapt?
God bless,

that's all for now .. (:

10:34 PM

♥ Sunday, May 02, 2010

i just wanted to write

Hey humans, guess what!

CHINHUI ATTENDED THE SCARFO NIGHT CYCLING on 30th April; Friday!
cant believe right, i also cant believe i actually attended &survived it ..
cause my cycling skills is "superb" .. and we actually cycled for such a long distance.
&this is my first time going for night cycling!

It was a last minute decision to go for the night cycling, cause initially i just wanted to go for the dinner with scarfo peeps at parkway parade with chingyi .. But after that chingyi backed out &i met Cally at the Mushroom, she kinda psycho-ed me to go cause the other freshies girls all backed out &she didnt want to go there alone. Hence, i gathered all my courage &call my mum to ask for permission. With much deliberations, she allowed me to go but i can hear a tinge of reluctance in her voice. I'm very shocked she allowed, but she made it clear that next time cannot go for scarfo outing so frequently, especially this type of overnight outing ;X

Left TP at 6.30pm &took bus with Cally to put our bags at Ivan's house &walked to the Mac at parkway parade at 7.30pm.
THANKYOU CALLY for allowing me to put my things in your bag!
THANKYOU IVAN for allowing me to put my bag at your house!
Surprised to see only less than 10 was there .. Had our dinner &left mac at 8 plus and walked to the East Coast Park and to the bicycle shop .. We waited, waited, waited &waited for people to reach .. Had great time talking with Canice &Cally during the journey, we click ^^
Cycled a short journey to buy drinks at 7-11, recalled how to cycle ..
Come to think of, i really need to thanks Carmen, Joyce &Yeungling for teaching me how to cycle, it helped me alot for this outing.

Started cycling at 12am, decided to try cycling on my own .. Cause eventually i will have to learn it one day, &it would be better if i ever were to attended another cycling outing .. It was kind of difficult, but alot people helped me along the way .. &they tend to keep ask me "are you okay?" along the way .. I'm super touched .. But i seriously feel im a burden to them cause i cycle super slow &unstable and they had to wait for me .. ;X

After i cycled by myself for around 1/8 of the journey, i accepted the idea of double biking with someone cause i'm super unstable .. &the roads are getting more &more dangerous cause we will be cycling on the roads, with the cars. Hence, double biked with Jun Siang, who is one of my GL during FOC.
THANKYOU JUN SIANG alot alot alot alot!

We stop by Rochor's tauhuay shop at around 2am plus &tabao our food and sat by the roadside and eat .. Though there's tables inside the shop but they said there's more bonding if we sit by the road .. Lols ..went to The Cell to take a short break &played asshole daidi .. It was fun, hahahs ..

Then we continued our journey, there was alot of steep slopes &it took us alot of effort to climb it .. Nonetheless, we did fall down during the journey .. I hurt mainly my left knee, &there's some scratches on my hand &right knee .. there was some hiccups during the journey .. Other than falling, there's also people's bike spoiling .. But it didnt dampen our spirits ..
Eventually, we reached our destination .. HENDERSON'S WAVE, MOUNT FABER! at around 4am plus .. We took another short break/nap before continuing our way back to East Coast Park at 5am plus ..
It ride down the hill was super fast &fun .. Feel like on a racing car .. ^^ Climb up the hill went for second round down .. I have to admit that it is addictive ..
&THANKYOU ANDREW &CANICE for the short ride on the journey ..

Our kacheng really hurt alot throughout the night, felt that there was a need to improve the bicycle seats alright, it damn hard .. &our legs really sore the whole journey, i bet it had digested all my dinner, and probably lunch that i ate on friday .. We reached East Coast Park at around 7.30am on Saturday morning ..
The scenery during the whole journey was really beautiful, and it was damn gorgeous when you get to the the right side of the sky is lit up by the sun while the left side was still dark ..
Then, we had our breakfast at Macs, again .. Everyone was super tired, it was evident on their face &we all doze off when we lied on the tables .. After finishing our breakfast &returning our bikes at 8.30am .. Cally, Ivan and I left East Coast at 9am to collect our bags ..

Took cab with Cally to her house &i bus-ed home by myself since there's a direct bus to my home near her house .. I waited for the bus 109 super long I literally fell asleep on the bus, probably it was the first time as i was totally exhausted .. Luckily i didnt miss my bus stop (:
Climbed the freaking overhead bridge and finally home sweet home at 10am plus ..
Then, finally i get to say said hellos&good nights to my dear bed at 11am after bathing ..

&that marks the end of my 15&1/2 hours of Scarfo Night Cycling outing from 6.30pm to 11am from 30th April to 1st May 2010(:

11:34 PM