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♥ Monday, November 20, 2006

i just wanted to write

In the air, there is a bit of salty smell.It was raining...the day was quite boring as now is holidays..I almost had nth to do. but thats not true actually coz, I HAVE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK!!!Argh. not onli 1 its alot~
Too bad too sad.i dont feel like doing it, so until today i hadnt done it.
Hahas.I dont realli have anything to say actually, coz day are so simple nth realli happened unexpectelly..Hoping to go out but had no where to go. And the cost bucks. Example, go escape nid the ticket. Go take neoprint, need money.Go watch movie need to pay for ticket.why EVERYTHING also need MONEY.
sad arhx.
Jus now. A Roaring thunder almost deafen my ears. Also made my heart popped out.But i managed to pick it up and put it back..XD

P.S Haiz. My this Blog So lagg. I going to change it. Hope everyone can be used to it.

4:52 PM

♥ Monday, November 13, 2006

i just wanted to write

If a FRIENDSHIP is strong enough it would be forever. i have put the as my msn nick, believe alot would have agree with me..Have you ever experience an heart breaking friendship? i just experienced 1 today...

HM-loyal fwen
C-1 who broke promise
J-one who 'betrayed' us
R-one who maded our friendship wiv C and J worst

In the morning, one of my best friend have broken her promised. we call her 'C'.. me and my another friend 'HM' and 'J' were angry with her for not tell or informing us that she couldnt attend our date. C could at least sms us or give us a phone, but she totally didnt.

We didnt wanted to not be friends with her.we jus wanted to let her noe the feeling of waiting, blindly.We also felt that she took our friendship for granted, C thought that if we had treated her good she doesnt have to realli attend our date.Thats we we had thought, we wanted to give her a feeling that dont take our friendship for granted. We hadnt expected that she would have gotten the wrong message that we are tell her. she thought that we would want to be friends with her anymore, but thats not we wanted. We didnt realli speak to her and treated her quite cold. So she didnt wan to cling on us. She found another group of friends and didnt realli care bout us. We didnt take it to heart cause we had planed to patch up with C.

Later on, we had post exam activities.We didnt realli enjoyed the activities that day as we had to lie on the field's grass. As it is morning it would be wet and dirty and insects would be crawling around. Me and HM didnt realli being scared off. But J and one of her fwen, R ran away without telling any1 of us. they just scared off and leave the rest of the girls trying themselves. And had maded our class to lose as we didnt have enough ppl, because they ran off.
Also, she didnt talk to me and HM after the game and not onli me and HM were
angry because they ran off, ALL other girls were upsad. HM felt that J was irresponsible.

J didnt talk to us nor C had talk to us, me and HM deeply felt that we had lost 2 of our best friends.. Althougt it isnt our fault, but we felt a bit sour in our heart and our tears almost roll down our cheeks. We hated the feeling, when we thought of the happy memories that we had gone through...it may sound dramatic but its true. C and J seems to avoid us and they we happy smiling and chatting away..They simply showed that they didnt need we as their friends. C and J didnt look at us nor talk to us at all. We didnt realli talk to them as its is not our fault or is we had did wrong. Is they, but they seems didnt felt guilty nor sad. Me and Hm didnt want to see our friendship to end so easily and suddently..

We decided to write a letter to both of them individually. But we didnt have paper with us so we used an tissue paper. you might be saying LOL!! But if you had received 1 you wouldnt have laughed. On the tissue paper, we written our thoughts and feelings. We said, If you still want to maintain this friendship, sms us with an :).. you need not say sorry..jus an :) sign we tell us everything. But R took a peek at the message that we have written. KPO!!! we felt that R would tell C and J not to friend us anymore. It would be so HEART BREAKING if an friendship just vanished and when we thought of the memories, i might cry..[i'm emotional anyway.]

At this point of time, now is 2.49pm of 13th November 2006, i had just reached home..They hadnt sms me, i dun think HM had also received. But if they arent going to send. ME and HM decided not to be friends we C and J and never talk to them. That was the last chance for our friendship...

If you are C/J would have sended me :) or you wouldnt. i would like to noe your opinions. pls rely at the tag box..THANK YOU.

QUOTE: Friendship would take a lifetime to build up but it takes a second to vanish. -Ong Hwee Ming, from 1e2.

2:26 PM

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2:26 PM