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♥ Tuesday, July 06, 2010

i just wanted to write

Poly life had started quite sometime already, soon it will be 4 months ..
The pace of poly life is kind of fast for me, mid sem test was like just after 1 month plus after school started.
In secondary school, we have like 5 months before our mid year exam ..
Before that, we will all slack and play! hahahahah ;D
I really miss those time.
I felt that i've changed when i came into poly, not sure how though.
I'm now much more responsible about my work &more attentive during lessons.
&soon becoming the unwritten &assumed leader in group projects, unknowingly.

I looked at the photos in my handphone that i took with my friends through these years.
I smiled while looking at them, memories came flooding into my mind.
We're like super cute then. All the faces we made into the camera, the things we did together and the topics that we gossip together.
Now, whenever i go to the places we've been together, it cant help reminding me of the people and the things we did together.
I miss them &i love them, i really do.
Memories is such a wonderful thing, provided they are happy memories.

Now, slowly getting to know my poly friends better and closer to them ..
Felt that the wall between us is gradually disappearing.
I can feel their sincere heart for the friendship, &i like that feeling.
hahahas, one thing that is, my friends kept say im "Don't Get Lost" or "Sure Get Lost"!
Lols, as if i keep lose my way like that.
Then if we happened to be in a crowd they will always tell me " bu yao bu jian!" to me!
I was like, Lol?
Hahahas, mayb it's just a joke, but i prefer to decipher it as they care about me.
Many of my friends really made me felt taken care of, hence im being so dependent on my friends.
which might not be such a good thing.
Well, friends will come and go as environment changes and things happens.

&to give people some advice and confidence ..
this is something i tell myself always ..

"You are what you believe, not what other people think you are."
- Chinhui said it! (:

I shall learn to be independent until i found someone that i can depend on, always (:

11:42 PM