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♥ Thursday, June 10, 2010

i just wanted to write

SHE NEEDS TO START STUDYING! x.x

5 days have passed ever since my 2 weeks of term break started, &i've not done anything meaningful or constructive.
All i did for the past 5 days was sleep at 3am, Wake up at 5pm .
Wake up, watch TV, Eat Dinner, Use computer &Sleep.
This routine went on for 5 full days!
I wonder which right mind of mine will allow myself to do that.
I wanted to stop that but i cant.

Was suppose to wake up at 10am today &meet my friend at 11am .
I remembered i turned on my alarm but when i woke up at 10.20am, there wasnt any alarm switched on.
Normally i will be woken up by my alarm &i will switch it off, I am suppose to have memory of myself doing that, but this time i didnt.
Then i went back to sleep.
Few minutes later, my friend smsed me that the outing was cancelled .
I was kinda upset &disappointed, cause i wanted to go out and change my horrendous daily routine.
Apparently, i failed .
Then, went back to sleep again .
I'm quite amazed by how easily i can wake up &fall asleep back again for a few times in a row .
This is the main reason why i can wake up at only 5pm ;X

Will be going for the IT show tomorrow &saturday to gather information about laptops &to get my VERY OWN PERSONAL lappie! ;D :D
hmms, i really want to go out.
No matter with who, doing what . I want to go out .
But just seems the people around me doesnt have that time .
Even for projects, my members seems to be all so busy &cant even have a common date to come out and do our projects.
I'm getting worried &pissed at the same time ): ):
but yet, i dont feel like asking them for dates again cause i know i wont get any results .

anw, should i change my blog's URL?
i feel like doing so as the more i look at it, the more wrong i feel it is.
&i've thought of some possible new URLs to replace it .
but it's kind of hassling to do so, cause need inform other people etc. (?)
so, should i ?

I really feel like breaking that promise, but i know i should not &i will not .
but i never had regretted making that promise.
15days . how long more can i hold ?

12:39 AM