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♥ Thursday, June 24, 2010

i just wanted to write

hmms,

firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CALLY! ;D

quite long never post le although i have alot to say ..
So i shall start now! ;D

):
19th June,
Was suppose to meet my project members, 7 people, for LCS project at 10am.
Consisting of Angela, Benedict, Myself, Ke Jun, Jing Tong, Laisi &Farah.
Reached there on time even though i slept at 5am the night before and meaning i woke up at 8am.
Saw Farah there, hence we decided to wait in the library for the rest of my group mates.
Kejun said he had something on, hence cant turn up.
Laisi said had something emergency, hence backed out at last minute.
Until 10.30am, none of them were here yet.
Texted them, none replied.
Farah and I started doing up the slides and researching by ourselves.
At around 1pm, we decided to leave.
Then, Angela texted me saying she overslept and asked whether we were still in school anot.
Was to upset to reply here, and we went home.
I'm absolutely disappointed with them.

20th June,
again had to meet up with my project members for LSM group project with 5 people at 10am.
Consisting of Ing Hong, Wei Lun, Nathan & Jing Tong.
Similarly, i still slept at 5am plus, and woke up at 8am due to my excel project.
&i reached on time again.
Saw Ing Hong &hence we settled down at a table.
Nathan said he had to go for church hence will be reaching later.
Waited around 10.30am, no one else turned up.
Text all of them, again.
None replied too.
Decided to go home and meet up online to discuss.
Told nathan and he agreed.
They disappointed me, again.
At night, weilun actually msned me and asked "So you all finished the project already? -.-"
That pissed me off.

I was really super stressed up then, when i had to chiong my excel project, and the other two group projects is due soon &they all just seems to not give a damn about it and expecting me to do everything. For goodness sake, there aint any leader appointed, hence im definitely not one.
Why am i always the one taking the initiative, doing all the research &doing most of the work.
Its a group project, mind you.

21st June,
Finally completed my excel project &handed it up.
A BIG THANKYOU to JAZVAN, CLEMENT, JIAN HAO &YUN HAO for helping me in my excel project (: (: (:

Then it was LCS lesson, all other groups presented their ppt.
Only our group didnt.
Nathan &Jingtong didnt come to school.
We lied when she asked us for reason.
&Weilun told me that he overslept on that day, woke up at 3pm.
Hence didnt turn up.
Was pissed off again, he actually had the face to say that.

After the lesson, my classmates started talking to me about the projects &my project members cause i told some of them the story above.
I finally cried, infront my classmates, after so many months.
I was thoroughly disappointed, upset, angry with them &feeling super stressed up.
It was an emotion outbreak.
But that gave me a chance to see who cares for me, thanks friends (:

Didnt have a good sleep ever since 18th, cause had to do all those projects and all the slides the editing were done by me. That's why you see me still online until so late for that few days ):

;D
22nd June,
went for the TPSU SubComm interview together with Quraishi, Kejun, Nathan &Peishan.
Was interviewed together with Quraishi, i assume that i said quite well ..
Hope i'm able to get in, together with my friends (: (:
&joyce will stop harping on the topic that i dont have a CCA ;D

24th June,
went for CSA lesson today, got back our CSA mid-sem theory results.

Warning: The content below is only for people who loves &care for me. Not for those who will mind i haolian or jealous or whatever.
&this is my blog, i can post whatever i want! (: (:

I got 45/50 &im the top for my class! ;D ;D ;D
My efforts has finally paid off.
Yay! ^^
I was super estatic for the rest of the lesson, hahahas :3

Hmms, will be going for PHSS gathering tomorrow after school.
There's scarfo dinner again on wednesday, wonder should i go anot.
If my close friends didnt turn up, i will solo again &which i dont want.
So, should i ?

i lost count of the days, i no longer hope for that miracle.
But i still hope that's not the ending for the story :/

10:50 PM