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"If there's one thing that makes you sad,
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♥ Monday, June 07, 2010

i just wanted to write

hmms,

have been rotting at home ever since school ended temporarily ..
Couldnt sleep at all last night, the last time i saw my clock it was 5.30am in the morning ..
Then i guess i fell asleep, &woke up at 5pm .. ;X
&the side effect was headache.
I guess this is the first time in my life that i toss &turn on my bed and couldnt sleep until so late.
Last time the lastest was only until 3am or 4am ..
this is weird.
Then i used touch to surf the net, then i saw one possible answer to it .
Wondering, if it's really the reason or just coincidence.

9th - most probably going for cycling if there's no hiccups.
10th &12th - going to the IT for my lappie ! ;DD
17th - Supreme Court Visit! O:

i've tried to settle a date for my group project &made the first move.
But only 4 replied to me out of 6.
Everyone's so busy. Work or travel .
I gave up .
Let's shall just die okay.

I want to go for an hair cut, it's getting out of shape.
Actually, it's terrible.

I've been thinking about it for the past few days, you &your promise.
Do you still remember? do you even mean it? Or is it just an casual remark?
I wish it wasn't. I'm waiting for you to fulfil your promise.

Talking about promises,
It's been 13 days since i made the promise.
Well, should i be happy or sad ?
happy that i kept my promise?
sad that you didnt made the move?
Yes, i should just give up &make the promise eternal .

&i just realise my phone is being good at the wrong time.
It become very quiet ever since i came to poly .
Is it my problem? or the environment?
I wish it continues nudge me &play the songs.
But yet who will entertain me?
&i dont want to make the first move anymore.

Last thing, when will i end all these negative feelings &thoughts?
RAWRR!
i wish i can go back in time, where i was still with them, when i never met you.

11:02 PM