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♥ Sunday, May 09, 2010

i just wanted to write

hmms, coming to an end of the week 3 of my poly life ..
Things are getting more difficult, more work to do ..
Gosh, i miss the times in secondary school where teachers come in and we just have to stone there ..
People still in secondary school, you guys should love your table .. I miss mine now ):

Temasek Polytechnic celebrated it's 20th anniversary, and held the CCN (Care Campus Network) day on friday, 7th May.. Actually it was the 2nd time i attended CCN day though this is my year 1 ..
I attended the CCN day when i was probably sec 3 with Joyce? I think there's Carmen too ..
Cant remember already ..
Attended for 1 lecture at 11am cause didnt want to go for make-up lessons during saturday ..
Guess what, whole lecture hall there's less than 50 students where we have total of 6 class each containing at least 20 students .. Super alot people pon sia =.=
the was technical problems with the lights &air-con ..
When the technician came, they only solved the light problem ._.
the lecturer knew that situation well and ended the lecture in like around 30 mins plus ..

Then we went to set off to set up our booth .. We sold Milo Dinosaur, Honeydew Snowshake, Mango Snowshake and Bandung Snowshake at $1.50 ..
I was kind of the cashier and assistant where i have to help to take out cups, covers, straws, milo packets, put ice etc etc.
Didnt expect myself to be so useful ;D
I went off to shop around at around 3pm, i helped out damn long already so i deserve a good break ..
We managed to sell all our drinks,
CHEERS 1L05! ;DD
and we closed our stall at 4pm ..

After that, went around and stoned somewhere while decided should i go home or stay for the Jam &Hop ..
Saw laisi, then Saad and then finally Jaz ..
In the end, decided to go find Andrew &Sholleh .. &then more GLs and Freshies came .. Mostly, or all are from FOW .. I'm so anti-social from my FOC .. Lols,
Chatted, Played, Slacked, Cam-whored with them .. They're really nice people, lucky to meet them lurh (:

Then went for Jam &Hop at 8pm when it starts at 7pm .. They say like that more VIP =.=
They were super high, but didnt know why i just cant get myself to be high .
I realised that the more high other people are, the more depressed i get. This happened during one of the Kbox session, when my friends were super high, and i actually cried at one corner, of course didnt let them know .. I know, weird me ..
Now i tend to walk the last one when in group, idk why is it so but i just felt like doing so ..
There more signs showing that i'm becoming more anti-social ..
Cant control, but let it be i guess ..
After that, reached home at 12.30am ..
So sorry to pangseh my secondary school friends, cause i didnt know things will end early then i expected ..

Have been rotting at home for saturday &sunday .. My sist friends came over to our house to do project at 10am .. I woke up at 9.30 to maintain my image .. Lols ;X
Slacked, watched tv & i actually cam-whored when i was suppose to do my tutorial .. But luckily wed then need to hand in .. I took probably more than 200 photos? Cause i kept take &delete, take &delete .. There was once where i review &there's 110 photos of myself ;X
Now left with 90 photos .. Gosh, i cannot let people see my handphone's album sia ..
So im putting my lanyard on .. (:

I'm losing myself soon, find myself changing alot since poly started ..
What happened? Idk myself too .. Probably couldnt adapt?
God bless,

that's all for now .. (:

10:34 PM