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"If there's one thing that makes you sad,
there will be another thing that will make you happy. "

♥ Thursday, April 19, 2007

i just wanted to write

Hiies. todae is a normal dae. xD haish. but hor. Our class got theif lehs!! Alot ppl $ dissapear.. haish poorthing. But it is partially their fault cause they put their wallets in the class and not being with them. Haish the stupid theif get $100 over in one dae w/o working seh. Wth. haish.

Below is wad this website says about me, euu all also go and try see wad it says. To me, its partially correct, except for the 1st line.. http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/ Its damn accurate. Alot ppl say so. GO TRY IT.
The 1st time. A few weeks ago.
You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.Enough is enough. Nothing seems to be working out as you would like it to and it has got to the stage where you feel as if you can't be bothered anymore. The way you feel is that it would be great if you could be cut off from everything and take it easy - be it only for a short time.At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

The 2nd time, todae.
Enough is enough - and you feel that you've had enough for a while. You don't need any more battles. You just would like to be able to shout 'stop' and experience a little peace and calm - even if it be only for a little while. This doesn't mean that you need to cut yourself off from the rest of the world - it just means that you are seeking some respite, some physical or emotional relaxation that could release some of the the tension and possibly reduce the internal conflict.Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.You are trying to break away from the mundane existence that you have been experiencing of late. You have many high hopes and ideals but you are concerned whether circumstances will allow you to realise these ambitions. You want to spread your wings - to broaden your fields of activities - but you are concerned that your dreams are just that - 'dreams' which are not realistic. It concerns you that you are not thinking clearly at this time - what you need is to get away from it all, to give you time to think. A short vacation could well restore your confidence.Unacceptable restrictions have been forced upon you and this is resulting in severe frustration and stress. You are looking for independence and consequently you shy away from any restriction and avoid obligations of anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressure and want to escape from it so that you can obtain what you need, but unfortunately at this particular moment in time you lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this.The tensions and stresses that you are experiencing at this time are, you feel, beyond your capabilities or your reserves of strength to cope with. You feel inadequate and in a constant state of anxiety.You are attempting to escape from this situation into a secure environment in which you may be permitted to relax and recover, free from outside interference.

Anyway. i thought of one thing when im at home. Actually when we this batch of students came to pei hwa rite. I at first is being friends with gwendoline and joyce. We even slept beside each other and my mum got met joyce's dad and mum be4 cause that time dunno wad larhs. then parent can come, then joyce was my 1st friends there so naturally they 3 parents met when we 2 are together. But after a series of thing me and the hm, cm, j and tanha become friends. Now again, i break with the hm, j and tanha. Cm still normal friends. Currently im being friends with gwendoline and joyce again.. Is it a joke that the god is playing with me? I have to go one big round and back to their side. Haish. I really wonder, are they then my secondary true friends? Hope so. I lyk their character.. <33>

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