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"If there's one thing that makes you sad,
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♥ Sunday, April 15, 2007

i just wanted to write

If euu never appear in my life, would i be much more happier?
i guess so. Before secondary, i had no problems with friendships, with everything except with english. But ever since i met euu, i had been most unhappy in my life, theres always something that breaks my heart and make me no mood. how i wish i can met with an accident and forget everything that is unhappy. Jus lyk in drama series, im already at my wits. I really want to give up everything and jus be an woodblock, with no feeling, no desires, no hatred, no love, no mood, no nothing. I guess that would be the best way out. Making every1 hating me will realise my this dream. Even every1 is not perfect, people still will criticise ppl. Me is no exception. I would not blame euu for hating me, its the natural feeling for a human.

I want to stay in jus an moment of happiness in the past, when i come to secondary school. Me and my primary friends are not able to come out often because of our homeworks and projects. And each have their own new friendship. Mostly will forget their old friends. Now, with different type of character of friends. I dunno how should i react would make them happy and sastified. I cant happy from my heart, i will have to always deceive myself that they are wadeva wadeva, they wouldnt wadeva. And try to mantain this frenship. I guess now, every1 is tired of this and lets end. that would be the best choice and best ending. You no need to tolerate me, i also no need to tolerate you. End this with everything attached. From now on,Hwee ming, joey, xian wen, si tian, we no need to quarrel on my tag box anymore. Dont need to spam me anymore. I tired of this.

I would be better of to be dead...i give up everything on you, including, friendship, trust, toleration, forgiving and everything. From now we will have nothing thats conecting us.. Goodbye and thats FOR ever.maybe until we all are enlighten by 1 reason..

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