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♥ Friday, April 13, 2007

i just wanted to write

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Sadds ar today. Actually i was already being affected by wad happened yesterday. Our class de people should noe wad had happened. I dont wish to say any more. Todae, in the morning i was already thinking about our friendship, should we continue or just give up. I sincerly dont wish to give up however, the attitude that she shows me tells me that she does not wan to be friends with me anymore. I, because of this cried when it is slient reading. I just some noe some dunno. I think most of them can see that im unhappy but dunno the reason. When it was chinese lesson, i jus listen to wad the Mr Boo said.

Then it was art, todae Mrs Naz never come. Guess who is the relieve teacher.. it is Mdm Gun!! Omq. every1 lyk going "huh~" Then those higher chinese or malay de when they come back mdm gun dont let them come in lor. Poor thing. When it was recess time, c*****n didnt went to the toilet with me. Cause H**** **** and X**** *** ( i think) pull c*****n off. That time, i was really thinking off flaring up. Its lyk..... I dunno how to describe lah. Just very wad lor. During recess, i was lyk crying crying and crying. I didnt eat at all cause i didnt have the appitite to eat when im sad. My stomach was already full with anger and disappointment. When was time to assemble, i started crying because i see them, which reminds me of it. Then Si Ying( from 2e1 de; my pri fren) and Joanne tried to console me. Thank you girls!! Xiao Jun, Gwendoline and yeung ling also try to calm me down. Now then i see who is really those "Good Guys" in my list of friends. Yeung ling, espically, try to tell me those big " Dao Li". Try to cheer me up. I noe the R*****S that euu all saying was me lor. I noe its a joke but i tell euu all someone out there is MORE PROUD then me. I wont tell you all wads the reason that she is more proud than me until me and she really have 0% of being good friends again..

When it was DnT, i wan to cry once and for all. Then Mr Chong came. =.= he let me go wash my face; though i already wash N times; then he started to gave us work and explain to us. When it was after school, i went to the library to start my duty. Hhas. I used the com to post. Thats was im doing now worrs. =D ok thats all for todae and THANK YOU FOR THOSE WHO CONSOLE ME. You guys/girls are really true friends indeed.

P.S i really wan to patch up with you but i dont lyk you to join or stick to other ppl's gang/group of friends. is lyk you care more of them then towards me and c*****n. Do you ever notice that??
You are more sincere to them, talk, chat and play more with them than me. I tell euu if you wan a clean break for this friendship tell me clearly so, the most is i hate you wad, it doesnt really matters if you already wan a break. You should noe that when i break with my friends fully, i will not talk to you for a long period of time. So dont bother to ask me to help or borrow you anythings, cause i would be damn angry by the time..

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