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♥ Wednesday, January 03, 2007

i just wanted to write

Todae i brought a heart of excitment to school as i was awaiting for my frens reaction about my change.. Although there is not much suprise towards their reaction but i am happy cause at least it is not not nice..

But one of my best friend had given me a cold shoulder towards everything.. Like didnt wan to say hello to me, talk to me even land an eye on me..I was quite sad when i had a feeling that she didnt wan to be my fren.. Although she might think that i onli go out with my Pri fren but not with sec, but is because i hardly organise and she didnt invite me.. So i wont be so BHB to ask "can i go a not"? when she dont wan to invite me..

Its may seems there is some misunderstanding about going out with my fren, but i simply cant accept that jus because of that reason she totally ignored me when i try to say "Hi!" to her.. Any1 of you tasted that feeling?? Its so horrible.. I may have more things that led her to misunderstand me but not to totally dont talk to me because i didnt go out with her..
Maybe because im sensitive towards frenship coz when pri 3 or 4 i was hurt by my fren when she say she didnt wan to fren me.. I treated her as my best fren.. Im afraid of being " not friend-ed" by someone who i treated her as best fren..
Now sec 2, i dont wan similar things to happen again in pri sku.. I can cry for 3 days 3 night if she say she dont wan to fren me ( coz im emotional).. I tried to patch up our frenship she showed no concern to me, like im invisible to her.. She rather talk to another fren of hers also mine.. they were lauging and chatting happily away..
I HATE BEING TREATED INVISIBLE!!!

You could have at least say the reasons to me personally, all my friends noe that im person who talks reasons..Can we just patch up?? My fren.. I wan the type of frenship we had in last year.. Its great you noe? I just begin to try to place you in my top of my heart but..Haish..Im totally speechless when i faced you and you simply treat me as invisible..

You should noe who im reffering to if you read this blog or ppl who noe who im reffering to pls tell her coz i dont think she read my blog anymore.. I Just Wan To Patch Up With You And Have The FriendShip We Had Last Year!!

**If you are willing to patch up with me, msn me.. I sincerly wan to patch up..

4:31 PM